Dhuha

Practice make perfect

Women....
(I would like to say that I am a young adult age 38 years old whom to have normal women issues.)
I was extraordinary busy on these few weeks, and with my PMS knocking around the same period, who can't imagine what happen to a women-with-3-kids ?
To sum up, there were a medium wave hurricane in the house , cold and fever , ups, downs and 5 tired bodies. It was a little extra tiredness because of Raya and all the open houses and weddings... oh and a birthday party I organised for Zarif and Yusuf.
I am bored of myself being clingy to my other half, and I am done with shouting at kids asking them to finish their homeworks. Now, the first day of the cycle has started..I can start seeing rainbows and sky again. oh yeah...i must start practice kindness...

There's a story behind my 'practice of kindness'.. Last weekends , me and my UPSR kid were studying English using a school workbook. It was weird when his teacher took away the answers section from the book.. and so.. (??how are they going to revise themselves at home teacher??) I send a message to his teacher asking her to take photos of the answers, but she bolayan me.. making me annoyed. I, then asked from a friend to share the answer..so then I already have the copy. To my surprise, on Monday during the English period, the teacher sarcastically said in front of everyone about me asking for the answer sheet. I am so pissed for hearing that from my boy, but... to my surprise again.. my boy asked me to calm down and dont say anything about his teacher. (actual conversation was longer, but I cut it short .. ) . .so ..please practice kindness because kids are watching ... what we did, they will copy. I know I don't want that... Thank you Allah. This is an eye-opener to myself...

What we have this morning for breakfast at Taqwa?

Well, today we, me and hubby were having Tosei telor bawang cili (telur ler..) . While eating we talked about the spelling telor, what to do this weekends and also my adsense problem ngeee.. Still cannot figure how to get through it. This is already up and published since last year, no adult contents, not selling drugs or weapon (???) ..coding...hm.. I have paste the code ..

So, because I'm very busy with a UPSR kid , I will just put aside adsense problem first.. and shall come back after his exam. UPSR Trial 2019 is on its first day today, and until Wednesday. Good luck baby! I know you can do it!

My 2019 freelance work just started

As of today, I have started doing transcription-ning since last two weeks. I also have moved this blog to notsomakcik.com . which was previously jamdindingbiru.blogspot. I have many technical (skill) issues handling blogs with blogspot-new domain and adsense. Please help!

Okay, so talking about transcribing that I am been doing since few weeks now.. well, at first it sounds like it is somehow a good-pay but a tedious job. But after a while I feel, it is just a lengthy typing job all the way. I am having a little backache and ..blablabla...but..really I'm not complaining.. I feel great getting this freelance job and now waiting for my third task (?) [ok please smile] .

Transcribing is ain't that hard but one must really have a good ear to type what ever they listen in the audio given. It must be verbatim! even the fuller-words must have been type like err, hmm, aaaa.. [yeah..] The first audio given as a test was an interview kind of show, using pasar words and they were talking so very fast. I was having hard time to know what to type.. but finally I passed! The first task then is a news bulletin which is way easier because they were using formal sentence.

I haven't get any payment yet... just submitted the second task. Will see how it goes with payment and stuff..till then..babaii :)

Semuanya 2017

Kadang-kadang bila terlalu banyak yang berlegar dibenak fikiran, hasilnya tiada apa yang dapat saya luahkan di blog. Terlalu seronok, sedih dan pelbagai emosi bermain di hati, maka semua indah tersimpan dalam memori. Sebelum hilang ingatan atau pudar memori, lalu saya kongsikan foto-foto ini buat tatapan saya sendiri atau anak-anak satu masa nanti. Mummy loved each moment happy, trill, sad ..semuanya, sayang kamu semua! Heres are photos from my iphone . Love, IBU.

first verse - 2017

Januari bulan yang memenatkan

Januari 2019 dah masuk hari ke 22. Namun terasa sungguh panjang seperti sudah pun lebih daripada sebulan. Anak sulungku kini telah melangkah ke tahun 6, anak kedua ke tahun 5 dan yang bongsu sudah ke tadika swasta. Walaupun saya tidak bekerja, namun perasaan WAJIB menghantar anak ke sekolah seawall 5 tahun ke tadika SWASTA seperti suatu kemestian.

Keadaan lebih memenatkan bilamana, Emak mertua dan adik ipar turut pindah ke KL dan tinggal berdekatan dengan rumah. Walaupun bukan rumah yang sama, tanggungjawab menjaga emak dan anak2 buah menjadi tanggungan sendiri. Adik pun ada bagi duit belanja yg ku sendiri mengganggapnya lumayan. Emak juga ada bagi duit belanja berlebih2an. Bukan pasal duit, tapi tenaga sedikit tidak mengizinkan. Namun, namun.. syukurlah semuanya fall into place... Alhamdulillah.

Hari ni, bapa saudara ku meninggal. Beliau seorang yang sangat periang, suka tersenyum, murah dengan lawak jenaka. Siapa sangka aturan Allah yang menjemput nya dengan penuh sempurna dan teratur. Ketika adik bertunang sekitar 4 bulan lalu, arwah sihat dan masih berisi tubuhnya. Setelah diserang sakit perut (aku juga kurang pasti) seleranya kurang dan sedikit demi sedikit semakin mengurus. Semuanya bermula dalam masa sebulan. :(

Terima kasih Pakcik kerana pernah jaga saya masa mak tinggalkan saya dengan Uwan. Mak dan Abah ke US utk belajar, dan saya dijaga oleh insan2 teristimewa dalam hidup :) . Terima kasih pakcik kerana pernah singgah dalam memori saya dan saya gembira. Indahnya kalua semua iinsan teristimewa ini dapat sama2 berkumpul sekarang..masa raya..masa birthday.. masa bila pun...Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas dirimu Pakcik. Tenanglah di sana.. :)