(I would like to say that I am a young adult age 38 years old whom to have normal women issues.)
I was extraordinary busy on these few weeks, and with my PMS knocking around the same period, who can't imagine what happen to a women-with-3-kids ?
To sum up, there were a medium wave hurricane in the house , cold and fever , ups, downs and 5 tired bodies. It was a little extra tiredness because of Raya and all the open houses and weddings... oh and a birthday party I organised for Zarif and Yusuf.
I am bored of myself being clingy to my other half, and I am done with shouting at kids asking them to finish their homeworks. Now, the first day of the cycle has started..I can start seeing rainbows and sky again. oh yeah...i must start practice kindness...
There's a story behind my 'practice of kindness'.. Last weekends , me and my UPSR kid were studying English using a school workbook. It was weird when his teacher took away the answers section from the book.. and so.. (??how are they going to revise themselves at home teacher??) I send a message to his teacher asking her to take photos of the answers, but she bolayan me.. making me annoyed. I, then asked from a friend to share the answer..so then I already have the copy. To my surprise, on Monday during the English period, the teacher sarcastically said in front of everyone about me asking for the answer sheet. I am so pissed for hearing that from my boy, but... to my surprise again.. my boy asked me to calm down and dont say anything about his teacher. (actual conversation was longer, but I cut it short .. ) . .so ..please practice kindness because kids are watching ... what we did, they will copy. I know I don't want that... Thank you Allah. This is an eye-opener to myself...
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